Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Anxiety

I didn't really realize the importance of my feet until now. I use them everyday to dance. I never thought what I would do if I got hurt. Even though I haven't been enjoying dance as much lately I don't want the decision for me not to dance to be made for me. However it might be because I might have a stress fracture in my foot. It has been bothering me for a while but I just assumed that over Christmas break that I would get some rest and that it would be fine. Even though throughout Christmas break it had been bothering me I just ignored it hoping that it would get better. Yesterday I realized just how bad my foot was. As I was dancing sharp pains kept shooting through my foot. It finally got so bad that I had to tell my dance teacher. She said that I might have a stress fracture and that I should get it checked out. My heart just dropped because if I have fractured my foot then I can't dance. So I don't know what I am going to do if my foot is hurt. My life would be drastically changed and the decision whether or not to quit dance would pretty much be made for me. So I am just keeping my fingers crossed that everything is ok but I know that it can't be. Coffee is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!

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