Stress!!!!

Now that I am a junior I seem to be so much more stress. I feel like I have to start making decisions that are going to affect me for the rest of my life. I feel like if I make one mistake that it is going to mess up the rest of my life. I have already started taking the ACT and I know that I have to improve my score if I want to get a scholarship that pays for most of my college tuition. I also feel the pressure to keep my GPA up so that I can be accepted into a good school. This year it is harder to keep my GPA up because I am taking so many AP classes. I wasn't used to having to read the chapters on my own for subjects like history and biology. This year not only do I have a lot of homework but I also have to read a lot. I also have to start deciding what I want to do with the rest of my life. That really hasn't been that big of a deal for me because I have wanted to be a lawyer since I was eight years old when I realized that I couldn't be a doctor because the sight of blood makes me sick. However I have to decide what my major is going to be. There are so many different majors that you can choose when you are going into law. It is really confusing because I know that all of these decisions that I am making right now will affect me for the rest of my life. I am also starting to look at what college that I want to attend. There are so many different decisions that I have to make. For example I have to decide if I want to go to a smaller private school or if I want to go to a larger school. That is just one among the many that I have to make. I also realize that I have to start visiting the different colleges and I don't even know how I am going to cram all of the visits into my already packed schedule. Now that I know everything that is involved I wish that I had started working on this when I was a sophomore. I know realize that it is going to be non stop stress from here until I graduate next year. I love starbucks!!!!!