ODT company auditions

Yesterday auditions for Owensboro Dance Theatre's company and apprentice company were held. Forty girls auditioned for the company and apprentice company. It was kind of annoying that I had to audition because I know that I am going to make it since I made it last year. However I still had to go to auditions and be stuck in a crowded room full of people. It was so hot that within the first few minutes we were all sweating buckets. The studio was so crowded that I could barely even dance. I do love dancing but not in a crowded room full of people who don't know what they are doing. When I woke up this morning it was so nice that I wasn't worried about whether or not I was going to make company. I felt really sorry for the poor girls who could barely sleep last night because they didn't know if they were going to make. I remember when I barely got any sleep and everything I had done wrong in auditions ran through my head because I was afraid that one mistake would cause me not to make company. The next day waiting at school was the worst because the minutes literally felt like hours. However when I saw my name on the company list it was the greatest feeling in the world and no one could take the smile off my face. I can't wait to walk into the studio today to look at the results and see all of the drama. There will be some girls who will shout for joy and others who will go home and drown their sorrows in a tub of ice cream just because they know that my dance teacher would be so mad if she knew that they had ate the whole tub. Some friendships will probably be broken because one girl made the company and the other girls didn't and the girl who made the company will all of the sudden become the outcast. Some girls will feel like they are the best while others will contemplate whether or not they should continue. It's just another normal day for me no excitement or dissapointments. I am just waiting till in the morning so that I can have my venti iced coffee with four splenda :)